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Tuesday, September 7, 2010
A total mistake to even trust.If i just kept everything to myself all will be fine. But well, i think at that moment, I just felt stupid, keeping everything, trying to make as little conflict as possible, when no one actually cares. Since no one cares about it, why should i bother. So i tried to speak my mind and there is this horrible disaster. Next time, I should just keep my mouth shut and act dumb, be dumb and live in my own rubber duckie in bath tub world. Pretend to be blind, and eventually will be blind. I want to start afresh but i don't think that is really possible. (my life aint that screwed but i like it to be clean and neat and SPOTLESS) Sorry if anyone is hurt because of ME Because it is ALL MY FAULT. So yeah don't freaking care about me. Or freaking change cause of me Or be emotionally tired because of me. I am so sorry for hurting everyone. Sorry for destroying everything, and make everything not okay just by speaking the truth. (although i think that it is the truth, a lot of people think it is just crap; so that is why everything turns out wrong now.) I have been spouting nonsense all this while, none of this is true. (refering to whatever thing i have said in the past 9 months) Blabbering and blabbering. Sorry for blabbering and bitching. I feel deeply apologetic and guilt-ridden. Really. Trying to find myself now. The person who believes in fairytale. Well, not exactly. Never mind, if you get what i mean. I am not refering to anyone or writing about anyone. It's just my thoughts. Tired. Does anyone even know my feelings every single day before this stupid incident? It's miserable too... Not just you. |
Goodbye.
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